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I know am not alone
!we all have secrets
Some darker than others .
I've never told anyone mine but I've been getting nightmares
I'm hoping to get some help to move on. Start over help or an anonymous group for women like me .
I'm now 27, when I was 5 my mom n dad divorced and she remarried .that is how my tears started ..the man was a pervert n i was an innocent angel.he started by touching me in apropriately .then when i was 12 ...thats when i saw the first dick in my life ...he sneaked into my bedroom
I know ur asking if i reported yes i did
Told my. Mom who was always working n nothing was ever done ...this man ruined my whole life
Every relationship i get into i end up breaking off
I got engaged to my baby dady but when i opened. Up he got cold feet n he left me pregnant.
So my mom hates me n doesn't even hide it
Also I've tried veey hard to run and stay away from this family but lifes hit me hard. And im now unemployed .every time I see this molester .sitting like a saint I wanna strangle him .
If theres anyone out there lets talk. Even wounded doves still need to fly
I know vengeance isn't key
My heart is heavy .the only friend I had and trusted died before, I could tell them wat made me such an introvert. Why I was detached socially .it made me get bullied in school and at home .I've literally been depressed all my life n I dint realize it .I just had low self esteem all along
Im broken lonely and most nights cant sleep .every time I've tried to rise up from this dirt.I need help n some little love can. Anyone love me
  • do NOT contact me with unsolicited services or offers

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